What You've Missed

It's already June. When i hear June, i think about vacation, 'summer', long trip, refreshing, freedom, fresh air (maybe?) ah i love June. I'll tell you what i did last week or last two weeks or last month and what you've missed.

I've bought a new stuff. he was red, elegant and simple. his name is VAIO. so good to have him :3 he was so bright when i touch him. haha sorry i cant capture him because of privacy thing. Kidding hoho!

what i've told you before or maybe not yet, i lost the spirit of 'make-something-cool-and-different' hiks. then, the light out passed. that spirit came again through my mind when i heard Vivid by Glen Check. Glen Check is a South-Korean indie band. Their Genre is Synth-rock and Electro-pop. my favorite from their songs is Vivid. i don't know, i'm really addicted with it. i edited my photo inspired by my imagination and vivid song, it was just for fun haha.

workspace "Vivid X Rawr"

Vivid X Rawr

last week was my Graduation of my modelling school. i was so happy because it's my first time to be on runway show in front of a lot people. Well before i tell it, i try to learn something new. yep i love something different. my mom signed me to modelling school. it's a new thing for me ryt? i'm so excited and learned hard about it. after i learned, my heart want me to be a model. my inspiration was mariana renata. i want to be like her. she's a model for free people. i always want to be a part of free people. i love to see their blog and love their post, their blog also inspired me :) now i was graduated from OQ basic and continue it to advance level. wish me luck my deepest heart said 'i hope i can be contracted by the client to be their model' :) well dont stop believin' ryt? AMIIN

Photoshoot my class

on runway ><

that's it. a lot of task and deadline awaits me :') oh another plan: me and him doing a project. So excited! wish us luck. babay!

-rawr

Round and round and round and round

have you ever think that everyday you just do the same thing like yesterday or 2days ago or week ago?
have you ever get bored with the things that you do everyday and think that 'why am i do this'?
have you ever feel you want to make something but there's an obstacle?
have you ever feel like you're so unproductive?
have you ever stuck on ideas?
have you ever do/make something until now it's still unfinished?

have you ever feel enthusiastic when do something you really like?
have you ever feel like you couldn't wait for tomorrow because of the things you would do?
have you ever feel incredibly happy when something you did go smoothly?

oh i miss this feeling..
i don't know what's wrong with myself lately
i just want to do my best, but i always stuck (hope that not 'always')

okay i already wrote it out. bye then.


-rara

hey i'm 2013!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013! sampai juga di tahun 2013. tahun baru kemana? aku? haha menghabiskan waktu dirumah bersama fildzah arifin, teman sma yang bisa dibilang 'sekepala' denganku. berasa forever alone padahal masing-masing sudah taken ihiihiiww. dimalam menunggu pergantian tahun, aku sempet mikir wow udah 2013 aja itu artinya......"WAAAKKK gue makin tua :((" yup seperti biasa, aku belum siap menghadapi fase-fase menuju dewasa -_-

Di januari, melewati UAS perdana yg bisa menentukan IP pertama. alhamdulillah lancar dan si malas pun tak kunjung datang. di hari terakhir uas, baru kusadari kalo di semester 2 bakal pisah dengan temen sekelas yang sudah merasa saling kompak dan asik huhu tapi gapapa sih kan nanti kenal temen baru lagi jadi banyak temen deh hihii. di hari terakhir uas itu, aku juga janjian ketemu suci riska yang sudah berbulan-bulan tak bertemu wihihii. kami mencoba tempat baru entahlah pokoknya baru aja. kita nyoba di Pizza e Birra, setiabudi. waa ada cerita menarik disana hohoho. tempatnya unik, cozy, enak buat ngobrol cantik sambil menikmati pizza yang kami pesan (ku lupa)

 

nah ini kalo gasalah namanya breafast pizza, jadi isinya keju parmesan, telur ceplok, bacon dan chicken nugget, berasa makanan breakfastlah. rotinya lembut, pinggirannya ga terlalu keras. waaa jadi kepingin lagi.

 

kalo yang ini almond cheesecake pizza hmm for dessert. ditengahnya kerasa kayak cheesecake gitu creamy lah :9 dan kita juga ga lupa untuk take a moment hahaha.

i almost forgot! aku sempat ke trick art bareng zahrah (rara) dan addya (aya) di GI. seruuu akhirnya kesana, unik juga dan exhibitionnya cuma sampe awal febuari makanya sempet-sempetin kesana.

Karena anak-anak UI lagi libur dan sekalinya udah masuk kuliah bakal sibuk dan susah, akhirnya aku memutuskan untuk jalan bareng (dadakan) mira alda riska. mereka bener-bener orang yang sulit untuk diajak ketemuan karena kesibukan mereka yang bisa-bisa memakan waktu weekend (lebay sih). biasa deh, jarang jalan-jalan ngeliat indahnya dunia luar jadinya laper mata haha becanda deng. we had lunch, chit-chat until we didn't have any topic.

wew banyak cerita di bulan januari ini selain yang sudah diceritakan. i'm really busy on inaugurasi (cie sibuk) coming soon pokoknya bulan maret. dan tiba-tiba kepikiran ini.

really love the mask. aaa jadi ngayal pesta topeng ketemu cowok tampan tapi dia gatau identitas kita kayak di pilem gidude hahahaa. udah lama ga gambar, i always stuck on inspiration huhu miss the old me....okey sekian cerita di bulan januari 2013. sekarang lagi libur nih, ngisi liburan juga gitu-gitu aja. last but not least, thanks for reading my blog. hope you enjoy it :D see ya!

-Raranindt

well this is 2012

time's flying so fast!
gabisa berhenti bilang kata-kata itu. 2012 banyak liku-liku yang udah kujalani. wew a tiring year maybe? haha okay disini aku coba untuk review kembali apa yang udah dilewati selama 2012.

January: wohoo! in the end of january was the best feeling i ever had!! last month, me titis and phil joined an online video competition about Jakarta. the announcement was around 30th January. we were really hopeless and didn't hope for the 1st place or to be a winner. until someone called and begged us to come to awarding night. wew we got the 1st place :D it's unbelievable! unfortunately, me and phil couldn't come to the awarding night but titis came. that was the best moment i ever had.

February and March: was really busy with tryout or any test for my final exam. yup! stressed out. the scariest thing in that moment is thinking about my future, my career, my goals...wew wanna cry :') too much thinking hard.

April: FINAL EXAM!! sehari setelah hari terakhir UN, temen-temen sepermainan kabur ke Jogja! wihiii lot of stories, but i was kinda random. my mood was random. yeah.

May, June and July: I forgot what happened in these month. i was busy to find a college what i belong to. i do really hope that it's the best for me.

August: My birthday! nothing special. i was scared. i'm already 18th and getting old. i miss my 16th birthday. di bulan ini juga, aku bener-bener sibuk buat bikin scrapbook untuk my besties yang mau kuliah diluar. bulan ini pula aku sempetin ngabisin waktu sama nofal, suci, riska dan tentunya ada momen yang ga pernah lupa haha i miss them :')

September: welcome to college's life. bulan ini juga berasa sedih.banget. sempet juga spend time bareng nofal dibulan ini dan waktu itu aku juga hopeless gabisa nganter dia karena ada acara. tapi untungnya aku bisa ikut nganter dia ke bandara. wah paraaaah belum pernah ngeliat kita (aku, nofal, suci, riska, amel) lumayan banjir airmata dan sesedih ini. beruntung temenan sama mereka, karena mereka bener2 peduli dan jadi pendengar yang baik buatku (cie). i love them. i really hope we can reach our goals and success AMIN.

October: i met new people, they're kind, cool, and fun. officially met someone i never expected and know more about him. i already knew him but i haven't talk to him. he's cool, kind and fun.

November: wew hahaha i have this feeling again :D thank God! i never expected for this. and still busy with college's stuff

December: starting to miss the old times :') but i really thank that i can still feel the joy in this year beside the dark moment. hope i can be better next year.

gaada habisnya kalo ngomongin cerita di tahun 2012. seru, takut, senang sedih, nyampur deh. but 2009 still my best year, and in the end of 2012 pun juga menyenangkan. u'll know it why hehe. semoga di tahun 2013 bisa mencapai semua goals dan bisa jadi lebih baik lagi. wuhu~ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 BLOGGERS :D

-Rarr

something built

Never wanna stand up for myself
Never wanna get in the way, I said it
I don’t know what the plan is,
But you can share with me, ‘cause I’ll
Be listening here,
To everything you say, I won’t turn away
And I will listen, open up my heart and
I must say that I love you, so

Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than ever before
Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than I’ve ever known

Every day is a battle I face
Strange life i live but its what you've decided
I’ll give it all into your hands,
Do what you will with me, and oh
I’ll smile when you speak
Remember all those times I was hoping for something
And shaking my head from all I have done
But you never left me

Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than ever before
Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than I’ve ever known
Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than ever before
Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than I’ve ever known

Give it up for you, I would give it up for you
I would give it up for you, I’d do anything for you

Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than ever before
Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than I’ve ever known
Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than ever before
Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than I’ve ever known

I have fallen in love
I have fallen in love
I have fallen in love

Lyrics: Foster The People - I Would Do Anything For You
Images: Raranindt

(anyway i like this song, i always repeat it again. idk. is it because this song match with my feeling right now? haha who knows? :p)

deepest thought

jadi ini rasanya?
hanya karena ungkapan kata dan perasaan
bisa jadi senyum malu, kecemasan
rindu, tawa, haru, aku bisa merasakannya

sayang, aku hampir mencapai puncak yang tidak kuinginkan
kenapa?
aku takut terlalu larut dalam keadaan ini
takut jika keadaan ini hilang
seperti tak ada yang abadi
aku takut kejadian yang sama terulang

jadi ini rasanya?
akhirnya aku tahu mengapa itu begitu sakit
aku tahu mengapa itu begitu menyenangkan
kudoakan yang terbaik untuk semua