Round and round and round and round

have you ever think that everyday you just do the same thing like yesterday or 2days ago or week ago?
have you ever get bored with the things that you do everyday and think that 'why am i do this'?
have you ever feel you want to make something but there's an obstacle?
have you ever feel like you're so unproductive?
have you ever stuck on ideas?
have you ever do/make something until now it's still unfinished?

have you ever feel enthusiastic when do something you really like?
have you ever feel like you couldn't wait for tomorrow because of the things you would do?
have you ever feel incredibly happy when something you did go smoothly?

oh i miss this feeling..
i don't know what's wrong with myself lately
i just want to do my best, but i always stuck (hope that not 'always')

okay i already wrote it out. bye then.


-rara